Dear Diary.

The last two or three weeks the weather had been miserable so today, I was delighted when I woke up to a bright blue sky and the sun rising.



My alarm woke me up at 7.30 am. After spending some time in my bed listening to music and being on my phone, I got up, changed in comfy clothes and prepared for my morning yoga session.



I followed the video by the YouTube channel "Yoga with Adriene". It was a morning yoga video and it really calmed me and made me focused for the day. After these 30 minutes I went downstairs and made myself some breakfast. I used the mango I bought a few days ago and it tasted perfect! Sweet and with a good consistency. I also drank a green smoothie (which I bought and not made myself) and drank about half a liter of water.



While preparing and eating that I listened to Frank Sinatra on Spotify and it heavily lifted my mood. For some reason I was so happy in that moment and soaked everything up.

Still with Mr Sinatra in the background I went back upstairs in my room and tidied everything up. Like proper deep cleaned my room. Put all my school stuff away, hoovered, dusted and "puffed up" my duvets on the balcony.



I also improved my bullet journal by redesigning my layout.
Then my mum came home and I drank tea while she had her breakfast. We decided to go to Hanover, the capital and biggest city of lower saxony, and take a walk around the maschsee lake. So I got ready, grabbed my camera and we set of.






At about 4 pm we were home again and since we were literally shivering we made a little soup with vegetables and loads of spices.
Then we made proper lunch/dinner with potatoes with rosemary, agli oli, baguette, peppers, courgette and carrots. While the veggies were baking in the oven I played the piano. Again, Frank Sinatra (still had the songs from the morning stuck in my head) and Panic! At The Disco.

Then I sat down and read Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix which I got for Christmas.

Now I'm watching a 2016 year review comedy thing and soon I'll go to bed because tomorrow will be a long and exciting day. New Years Eve... another year has passed.

Today was extremely lovely! The weather was amazing, I made music, I read, I was outside for a very long time, ate good and healthy food and was genuinely happy. That is the most important thing. I was happy, laughing, smiling for no reason and enjoying the little things.

I wish myself more days like today.

Dear Diary..

So, last weekend was extremely busy and eventful, but definitely in a good way. Let me tell you about it.
Starting with friday morning. It was really foggy when I woke up. As I opened the window I could feel the moisture climbing in my room, but it was not too cold, so I put on my favorite t shirt and simply layered it with a jacket.
I actually got up a but early than I usually do, so i had enough time to drink coffee and have oatmeal with some blue berries. What a relaxing start in the day I had.
My father luckily drove me to the train station, so I did not have to walk through the fog. During the 10 minute train journey heaven seemed to rip and raindrops started punching against the windows. really enjoyable. I listened to Lana Del Rey's "ultraviolence" album.
Together with a friend I walked through the rain to school.
First lesson was biology, horrible as always. My teacher is a nightmare. He tells us all the time how stupid we are and how stupid we all are, picks us at random and is happy when we get the answer wrong.
In the second and third lesson I wrote my italian exam. went good, I think. I did not know the past tense of 'andare', but luckily I guessed it right.
Forth lesson was german and our teacher just "went to buy a coffee" and was gone for 30 minutes. when she came back the class was almost over.
After that school was over and I felt like walking on clouds when I left the school building. Everything was screaming 'weekend', even though the wetness of the fog and the rain was soaking into my clothes.
I got home at 1 pm, which is almost ridiculous, considering, that I am usually home at about 4 pm.
My mom made pizza for us, so we ate together and told us about our days.
I had some spare time I spent on the internet.
On 3 pm I had to leave again to go to Mary, the girl I give tutoring in math (and other subjects if needed). She is so lovely and really gets more and more outgoing. She is not as shy as the first time I went there, which is great. Her parents were so glad I was there. They said that I am making her more open minded and happier. I can feel the change as well and it makes working with her easier. I seriously love this girl.
After two hours of exhausting math working I went home again, had a quick shower and got dressed, as I also had dinner at 6 pm with some friends.
I got in the train, went to the restaurant and had a great evening with these guys. All of them are so funny and I we all trust each other, so our group was just perfect. We had the nicest of hours, laughed a lot and the food was delicious as well (had some pasta with pesto and pignolia.)
At 9:30 we decided to go home, as we all were exhausted by the week. Again, I went by train and arrived at home at 10 pm.
I was so tired! It was unbelievable. But there was still something on the agenda for this day: I had a friend here for sleepover. Viola, you know, the one I kind of grew off.
She had to work till 10 and her mom brought her here. I prepared my room, so we could snuggle into blankets, drink tea and eat popcorn and gingerbread.
Viola arrived and we had a great conversation about anything, really. We talked about a close friend (she has some trouble with her family at the moment and we were worrying about her), school and she also told me, that she was questioning herself whether it would be good to break up with her boyfriend. I gave some advice, as I always do and tried my best to help her. And as always she was talking 90 per cent of the time.
At some point (it was about 2 am) we decided to make some more tea and start watching the forth season of The Walking Dead, as she has not seen it yet. I have already seen it, so I may have accidentally fallen asleep during the second episode.
She woke me up, when she was so scared that she squeezed my arm and we went to bed.
Next morning I woke up at 9, made some breakfast and woke her up afterwards. We had some coffee and again a nice talk. After that we walked to the station, so she could drive home.

It was honestly not as bad as I expected it to be. It was nice to talk to Viola again, like, at home, not in school, having some time and being relaxed. But I do feel like something has changed and we interact differently with each other. We are also developing into different directions, as we are getting different interest and hobbies. I also don't feel as comfortable with her as I did before. I don't know if I can trust her or if she even cares about my life. We will see.

Good night, Diary. 



So, sorry about the lack of communication recently, but school was just killing me. I had so many exams to study for that I did not have any time for my blog.
Tomorrow morning I will be flying to Spain, which is incredibly exciting, so I won't be able to post stuff. But afterwards I will be sharing some stories and pictures of my holidays with you, so you can look forward to that.
See you guys.