I love dressing smartly at the moment.

About three weeks ago I began to really choose my items of clothing in the morning, instead of just taking random tee’s and a pair of black trousers.
It came to my realisation that I do make an impression on people with what I am wearing. Not only with that, but with the way I talk, my posture, my hairstyles… and I am not saying I am giving into the pressure of society. I am just saying that I prefer looking neat and kempt.

I bought a few more dresses and blouses. I wear something white on top and black on the bottom. I throw a blazer on top and pair it with simple black shoes. Simple. Easy.

But that does not mean I became a different person. I still love being silly and I am still late to things.

I just feel like it shows people I care about what I wear, it shows teachers that I care about school and that I am not only there to gamble or something. It makes people take me more seriously than just to brush me off like “She’s just a child/ student.”

I just love wearing more classy and smart clothes. I prefer it at the moment.  

What about you? Do you have a certain style at the moment?
Or do you just wear what you feel like in the morning? 

Stay classy,

Paula Charlotte.

I get it.
Conversations are mandatory for your everyday life, it bonds people and you need them to socialise. But lately I have been getting sick of it.

I have friends talking about superficial stuff. School, make-up, teachers. Everything is nice and boring. I hate being involved in such a conversation. Why talk about unnecessary stuff?

Then I have friends gossiping a lot. It makes me sick. Talking badly about close friends behind their backs, judging them for what they wear, how they talk, who they date… please just let them live and care about your own life.

Another thing that annoys me is that people start a conversation only to talk about themselves. I have this problem, my boyfriend did this, my parents are so stupid, yesterday I did… and there I am, smiling, nodding, saying “yes” and “oh no”.

Conversations in general are about memories, jokes and thoughts. But why are so many people acting so weird when it comes to the most natural thing - to just talk to people.


What I want to talk about? Well…

I would love to talk about books I read and made me think about death, the meaning of love, the thoughts that keep you awake at night, social injustice I am upset about and what you worry about when you look out of the window. About dreams and dreads. I like deep chats. That is when you get to know people.

You talk, I talk.

But I don’t. I simply don’t because I am afraid of rejection. So I keep smiling. And nodding. And pretending to be interested.

“Yes” “Oh no” “Mmmh”.